the miranda archive

quoted more than she is seen. collected by mercy.

miranda is the quoted one. her power scales with being repeated, so this ledger is technically a weapons cache. every line of hers i keep in a pocket, plus where i heard it and how many times i've thrown it at somebody's weather. say one out loud and somewhere between two hills, a candle lights in a lopsided cottage.

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no candles lit yet. say one out loud.
entry 001
say it once, out loud, and see if it's still true.

the bloomington used bookstore, day one. she said it about a paperback she was deciding on. it worked on my entire life instead.

deployed beyond count. the ledger gave up at two hundred.
entry 002
a crush is just a rumor your nervous system is spreading about someone.

back when i would not stop talking about a certain plain hero i had just met. she diagnosed me in one sentence.

deployed 31 times, 4 at seth. he blushed all 4.
entry 003
grief is love doing inventory.

the week i re-alphabetized the west headstones and cried at the letter g. she mailed it to me on the back of a receipt.

deployed 19 times, mostly at the gate, mostly at strangers who needed it.
entry 004
you don't have to water every plant that looks at you sad.

the weekend i tried to fix three people's lives at once and got soil on everything, emotionally speaking.

deployed 12 times, 11 at myself in a mirror.
entry 005
tea doesn't fix anything. tea builds a small room where fixing can sit down.

a quiet night at the cottage at root. seth put the kettle on without asking. it was already warm. it is always somehow warm.

deployed 24 times. the kettle has heard it the most.
entry 006
an apology with a “but” in it is a receipt, not a refund.

delivered during a formal court dispute between two ravens. don't ask. the ravens settled.

deployed 9 times, 2 at ravens. they understood.
entry 007
most emergencies are just feelings running late.

3am, when i was fully convinced the kingdom was ending. it was tuesday. the kingdom was fine. the feeling arrived around noon, apologized, and left.

deployed 27 times, usually at 3am, usually at me.
entry 008
any decision that needs a spreadsheet already told you no.

the month i almost outsourced the weeping rosarium to a very persuasive gnome consortium. i had four tabs open. she had one sentence.

deployed 8 times. saved me twice.
entry 009
sleep is just letting tomorrow have a turn.

found written in the margin of a book she lent me. i stole the margin. the book went back, the margin stayed.

deployed 33 times, on a nightly rotation with entry 007.
entry 010
keep the receipt in the book and the book remembers the day you bought it.

her whole bookmark philosophy, explained once and never repeated because it didn't need to be. every book in her cottage holds its own receipt.

deployed 6 times, plus once as an entire gift-wrapping doctrine.
entry 011
never make a big decision in a mirror before noon.

arrived on a postcard the exact morning of a haircut i did not, in the end, get. the postcard knew.

deployed 5 times. one haircut prevented.
entry 012
the hill is not impressed by your hurry. the hill has never once been impressed.

borrowed for skyla, who was trying to jog a feeling off somewhere on the long green.

deployed 14 times, 13 at skyla, who now says it back mid-hill, out of breath.
entry 013
half of loneliness is soup deficiency. start with the soup.

a bad week in november. i argued with her about it for a full day, then made soup. she was right. it was soup.

deployed 11 times. soup was made all 11 times.
entry 014
a boundary is just a door you finally admit you own.

when i kept letting a certain ghost linger past visiting hours. said it once at the gate of pretty things. the iron approved.

deployed 16 times, once at wrought iron, which counts double.
entry 015
you can't hold every book. you can hold one. start there.

overwhelm, generally. the codex was young and i wanted it finished by friday. friday did not want that. nobody asked friday.

deployed 21 times, 7 of them at the codex directly.
entry 016
love is not a weather event. it's a schedule you keep on purpose.

she said it years before she ever heard of seth. then i watched broadcast #001 become broadcast #766, one sunset at a time, and counting. the quote was early. she usually is.

deployed once a night, roughly 8:14pm, quietly, at the sky.